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Note: Added watermarks after someone tried to steal and sell my art. Sorry about that!
2026
Middle aged Dezlyn with Jakob Yet another wip. I always get overexcited and start rendering the faces when I draw Wizards wip. Dez with a seated Alevar Lingerie sketch. Accidentally made him too muscular by following the ref too closely Wip of young Alevar Wip of Sage Sketch of Valden with Coral, for my partner's birthday
2025
😘 Wip Alevar and Dezlyn kisses Jakob wip Sassy!vera. Hate how the colors came out on this too. Chibi Al Alevar ref sheet. I like to listen to this song while thinking sadboi thoughts about Al https://youtu.be/sbV_JQqWKMQ Inspired by the album cover 🌊 Based off this album cover: https://youtu.be/sI6PJlV2A_Q This album always gets me into an Al-ish mood. My favorite parts are at 1:10, 7:15, 8:20, and 10:45 πŸ“Ό
2024
😁 Fenris on the battlefield with Sage and Celeste Alevar driving on Earth wip. God!evar, album cover study Goober!vera Against the wall Dezlyn and Alevar kisses. I love them so much waaah Alevar with bionoid Fenris. I love Alevar's face here UGH Young adult Alevar in his winter form. I imagine his skin is cool, and there's a sort of bluish pallor about him... She had his heart when she called him faerie 😌 Spooky incantifer!Alevar
2023
Valden saves Lucky and Xander (both knocked out) from certain death by a pit fiend by doing what he does best, running away. He grabbed them and took a random portal in Sigil that opens up to Thuldanin, a giant dumpster. Valden leaving the Moonshaes. Referenced from another painting I saw on pinterest I don't remember the artist aa Valden wielding his longbow Young adult Alevar Dezlyn warmup Valden sees a ghost Dezlyn in the process of manufacturing Phanta Dez and Al kisses. They're supposed to be leaned up while sitting but it just looks like they're about the same height Β―\_(ツ)_/Β― Sketch of Sage Dez very excited to learn fireball 😁 All of my dnd notes just look like this He's excited to take his new pet nightwalker home! Fang is there too, also very excited πŸ—Ώ Back shot of Dezlyn~
2022
Dezlyn warmup Incantifer Alevar wip Alevar cultist Second Chance Second Chance as an Alevarian devotee Honk!evar. On the fence about keeping the circus diversion after escaping Kimishi Reference image, featuring Fang! Magic duel Celeste and Sage, as queen and king of Kimishi Fenris with his gem/egg implant, and his full bionoid combat form Thumbnailing Fenris' corrupted in-between bionoid form. Not gross enough. Thumbnailing some sleepy boys Channeling artificial divine spark from the soul lattice Sketch of Alevar and Dezlyn πŸ–€
2021
Valden's memories drifting apart in the Ethereal Al fighting an avatar of Zaltec Alevar with his familiar HnM (who's since been replaced by Fang for best boy, sry) Fantastic and his bullshit stats. I've since switched him over to being a paladin tho. Fantastic and Roxette Doodle of Alevar being haunted by Dez. Fang is there too Sketch study of the cover for δΊΊη”Ÿγ―εΉ»ζƒ³γ§γ™ by M y s t e r yγƒŸγ‚Ήγƒ†γƒͺγƒΌ and desert sand feels warm at night. One of my fav albums that makes me think of Al. I imagine it being God!evar. Sketch of Dez hugging Tala Thumbnail sketch Young Sage sketch Ok but I'm actually obsessed with the top outfit for him Alevar with Valden, and Valden's girlfriend Coral Spookedevar A rare genuine smile Ascension has never felt so good
2020
Unfinished boys visitng a hotspring hotel. Alevar in the Beastlands. Side effect of traveling to this plane is that it slowly turns you into a furry. I chose a raven for Al, seemed fitting. Early Dezlyn painting. I've changed his markings since then. Early rock family concept thumbnail back when I was still thinking of making Dezlyn an eldritch knight. Rough thumbnails for him, Ghareb, Fatimah, and Tala. Early Dezevar art Shocking miracle sketch that's the most accurate to how I 'imagine' (as someone with aphantasia) middle aged Alevar in my head. Haven't been able to replicate this since. Old thumbnail sketch of Alevar with H&M A young Alevar during the Kimishi days. It's a study of the album cover for γ‚’β€‹γƒžβ€‹γƒ†β€‹γƒ©β€‹γ‚Ή by t e l e p a t h γƒ†γƒ¬γƒ‘γ‚·γƒΌθƒ½εŠ›θ€… Early Dezevar art
2019
I spy an Alevar and Celeste Steampunkish Celeste. The catlady beside her is from Valden's stories.
2017
Back when Al was a chainsmoker and I actually drew his hair more messy. Valden is also there!
2010
Not my first Alevar, but it was the earliest sketch I could find.
BG3 Screenshots
Handsome baby boy 😩 First attempt at a custom Dezlyn, from years back. There's probably better customization and genasi options now.
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