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like facing the abyss
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This is a shrine dedicated wholly to my necromancer wizard OC who exists in the Dungeons and Dragons universe, Alevar. He's a character I've had since I was a teenager in high school who has evolved greatly over the many years I've had him.
The name for the site comes from the title of a song in an album by M y s t e r yγγΉγγͺγΌ and desert sand feels warm at night called δΊΊηγ―εΉ»ζ³γ§γ. The entire album is very dear to me, and I listened to it on repeat during the pandemic. At that time, I was thinking about Alevar all of the time, and really became drawn into folds of his character and the beauty of his story. This album reminds me deeply of him, and one of the tracks that sticks most with me is called ζ·±ζ·΅γ«θ¨γγε¦γ, which roughly translates into "like facing the abyss". The name seemed quite fitting for him.
updates
06/07/2026: Needs some work, but posted a family tree for funsies.
06/06/2026: Added some more sketches to the sketchbook.
06/03/2026: Made some revisions to the timeline. Very keen to revise/finish up posting some stuff, especially a load of childhood vignettes I've been adding to over the years, but rn I'm locked into drawing. WIP of my boy...I'm pretty terrible at ever finishing things lol
05/27/2026: The sketchbook page has been brought back, complete with huge obnoxious watermarks. Plzzz do not try and scam people using my art :(
05/24/2026: Completed my about me page! The sketchbook section continues to be down as I deal with art theft issues.
05/12/2026: Made a biiiiiig update to the dossier page! Still work to be done, but I've cleaned a lot of it up.
05/11/2026: Posted chapters 1, 2, and 3 of the revised version of What Remains to the library. It's a really difficult story for me to write but I also really enjoy it.
05/09/2026: Added a short story, Uninvited, to the library. Lolth finally appears!
05/04/2026: Added a short (probably non-canon, also very adult-rated) story to the library.
Some random art WIPs as well that I've been doing between owed Artfights/life stuff, of Sage and a young Alevar, respectively:
04/22/2026: Added the second and third chapter of The Second Unhuman War to the library.
04/19/2026: Added the first chapter of The Second Unhuman War to the library. It's a story that's been at work in my head for over half a decade, and I'm finally sticking different drafts together to finalize it into one big story. It's written in the perspectives of four separate characters, which is something I really enjoy. It's fun to play with different POVs around the same thing.
04/02/2026: Added a mostly complete timeline to the library! It is ULTRA full of spoilers, but I wanted some sort of master document to organize my thoughts. I've written and rewritten his story in my head/in stories for nearly two decades now, so it's a bit unpolished. It's intended to be built up/refined over time as stories and events are added.
03/26/2026: Finished revising chapter 3 and chapter 4, the conclusion of Weavewright's Anatomy. I've been digging into my old kidevar stories and itching to update/revise them too. Also added in a few more old doodles to the sketchbook.
03/23/2026: Posted chapter 1 and chapter 2 of Weavewright's Anatomy~
03/21/2026: Added The Observer Effect over in the library!
03/06/2026: Added chapter 9 and chapter 10 of Qalb al-'Asr.
03/01/2026: Added chapter 8 of Qalb al-'Asr and also finally posted up the bones for the musings section. To that end, I posted up an article about perfume! It's tentatively "complete", but knowing me I'll probably just slowly keep adding more forever. π€·
02/26/2026: Added chapter 7 of Qalb al-'Asr. I'm thinking I'd like to add artwork I've commissioned and gotten from Artfight over the years to the sketchbook section. I'll have to manually check back on permissions.
02/24/2026: Added chapter 5 and chapter 6 of Qalb al-'Asr. π
02/21/2026: Added chapter 4 of Qalb al-'Asr.
02/19/2026: Added chapter 3 of Qalb al-'Asr. I've actually written quite a bit of it over the past several months! As well as What Remains. It's mostly a matter of going back through the drafts and making revisions. Writing is one of my main comfort mechanisms rn so I'm hoping to post up more soon (famous last words).
12/25/2025: Completed revisions to the prolog and chapter 1 of What Remains after deciding to relocate some material from chapter 2. Now to refocus on revisions/completing the second chapter! In addition, I tentatively started the dossier page...it will take quite a while to complete by my estimate lol.
12/21/2025: Added chapter 3 of What Remains! I've drafted other chapters over the past several months, and am still revising chapter 2 (might split them up further idk). Glad to be getting back into the groove of things.
08/12/2025: Added chapter 2 of Malawain. (Yes I do bounce back and forth on stories on a whim lol.)
08/11/2025: Added the prolog for What Remains.
08/07/2025: Added chapter 2 of Qalb al-'Asr.
08/05/2025: Did some housekeeping, and added some more art and stories. I should probably work on, like, explaining who this man even is or something... π«£
08/03/2025: Added a short story, still have plenty of work to do on the site to get it running!
08/02/2025: Slowly working on the layout. I'm very keen to post some writing soon.
06/06/2026: Added some more sketches to the sketchbook.
06/03/2026: Made some revisions to the timeline. Very keen to revise/finish up posting some stuff, especially a load of childhood vignettes I've been adding to over the years, but rn I'm locked into drawing. WIP of my boy...I'm pretty terrible at ever finishing things lol
05/27/2026: The sketchbook page has been brought back, complete with huge obnoxious watermarks. Plzzz do not try and scam people using my art :(
05/24/2026: Completed my about me page! The sketchbook section continues to be down as I deal with art theft issues.
05/12/2026: Made a biiiiiig update to the dossier page! Still work to be done, but I've cleaned a lot of it up.
05/11/2026: Posted chapters 1, 2, and 3 of the revised version of What Remains to the library. It's a really difficult story for me to write but I also really enjoy it.
05/09/2026: Added a short story, Uninvited, to the library. Lolth finally appears!
05/04/2026: Added a short (probably non-canon, also very adult-rated) story to the library.
Some random art WIPs as well that I've been doing between owed Artfights/life stuff, of Sage and a young Alevar, respectively:
04/22/2026: Added the second and third chapter of The Second Unhuman War to the library.
04/19/2026: Added the first chapter of The Second Unhuman War to the library. It's a story that's been at work in my head for over half a decade, and I'm finally sticking different drafts together to finalize it into one big story. It's written in the perspectives of four separate characters, which is something I really enjoy. It's fun to play with different POVs around the same thing.
04/02/2026: Added a mostly complete timeline to the library! It is ULTRA full of spoilers, but I wanted some sort of master document to organize my thoughts. I've written and rewritten his story in my head/in stories for nearly two decades now, so it's a bit unpolished. It's intended to be built up/refined over time as stories and events are added.
03/26/2026: Finished revising chapter 3 and chapter 4, the conclusion of Weavewright's Anatomy. I've been digging into my old kidevar stories and itching to update/revise them too. Also added in a few more old doodles to the sketchbook.
03/23/2026: Posted chapter 1 and chapter 2 of Weavewright's Anatomy~
03/21/2026: Added The Observer Effect over in the library!
03/06/2026: Added chapter 9 and chapter 10 of Qalb al-'Asr.
03/01/2026: Added chapter 8 of Qalb al-'Asr and also finally posted up the bones for the musings section. To that end, I posted up an article about perfume! It's tentatively "complete", but knowing me I'll probably just slowly keep adding more forever. π€·
02/26/2026: Added chapter 7 of Qalb al-'Asr. I'm thinking I'd like to add artwork I've commissioned and gotten from Artfight over the years to the sketchbook section. I'll have to manually check back on permissions.
02/24/2026: Added chapter 5 and chapter 6 of Qalb al-'Asr. π
02/21/2026: Added chapter 4 of Qalb al-'Asr.
02/19/2026: Added chapter 3 of Qalb al-'Asr. I've actually written quite a bit of it over the past several months! As well as What Remains. It's mostly a matter of going back through the drafts and making revisions. Writing is one of my main comfort mechanisms rn so I'm hoping to post up more soon (famous last words).
12/25/2025: Completed revisions to the prolog and chapter 1 of What Remains after deciding to relocate some material from chapter 2. Now to refocus on revisions/completing the second chapter! In addition, I tentatively started the dossier page...it will take quite a while to complete by my estimate lol.
12/21/2025: Added chapter 3 of What Remains! I've drafted other chapters over the past several months, and am still revising chapter 2 (might split them up further idk). Glad to be getting back into the groove of things.
08/12/2025: Added chapter 2 of Malawain. (Yes I do bounce back and forth on stories on a whim lol.)
08/11/2025: Added the prolog for What Remains.
08/07/2025: Added chapter 2 of Qalb al-'Asr.
08/05/2025: Did some housekeeping, and added some more art and stories. I should probably work on, like, explaining who this man even is or something... π«£
08/03/2025: Added a short story, still have plenty of work to do on the site to get it running!
08/02/2025: Slowly working on the layout. I'm very keen to post some writing soon.
